Where has this year gone?

Well I found a template I like for the blog thats more interesting than the one that was on here. Also, my pictures from the last post disappeared when I tried to make the font match a little better so I'll have to fix that soon (though I don't think I feel like it tonight).

Realistically I only have 5 more class periods until I am done with college. This is terrifying...I feel like I'm not ready to finish the semester, like I have a lot to do still, and above all like I'm not ready to join the "real world"

But, honestly, I've made it through the past four years and although it may mean a couple of sleepless nights (and maybe a few hours where I shut the internet off so I can't get on Facebook) I know I will get everything done and it will all work out for the best. This weekend has been completely shot because I kept telling myself one more movie and then I'll get to work...and then Saturday I started sneezing and thought it was allergies but my Zyrtec did nothing...and when I took tylenol cold medicine it helped, but I was fine all day today. So, I'm not really sure what exactly it was but I'm glad that I'm not actually sick in a way that will mess up school.

Today I went to church with my mom because it was the choir's Christmas Cantata. It made me a little sad because it reminded me a lot of my dad, but the music was great and I'm glad I went. Then after church we went to the mall for a bit (but didn't buy anything even though I think my mom is pretty close to buying some uggs, can you believe it?) and then to see New Moon. We both agree that it (and the books) are pretty bad, but its mindless entertainment and its good to enjoy that once in awhile.

Well my schedule is monday: work 830-130, class 2-450, work out 6-630, dinner and then homework all night. I have papers due tuesday, wednesday, my overview I want to have dropped off/e-mailed by Friday, and then one more paper and a test to study for next monday, and a test next tuesday too. I really need to money, but I may have to not go into work a couple of days...I'm just not sure how I can afford to lose those 5 hours a day...but i *really* need the money if I expect to get anything for my mom for christmas...so I guess we'll see. Maybe I can compromise and use the time early in the week wisely and make up the hours on friday or something?

Finally, it is snowing right now and although I don't know yet how my car will handle snow and I'm not 100% ready for it to be that far in winter...I am glad. I love watching the snow even if it was only for a couple of minutes out my back door.